HELLO BLOG aaj ka din kafi bura raha like jab aap man lete ho ki aka din bura hoga to apka din bura hi hota hai but pata nahi mai aisa kyu soch raha hoon ya koi bhi aise kyu sochta hai like maine ubah hi soch liya tha ki mera din bekar jayega balki kal raat hi maine soch liya tha ye sab kyu ki mere papa ne mujhe jabarjasti apjne sath sula ne k liye bulaya tha idk why vo aisa kyu karte hai matlab meri bilkul freedom ya privacy ekdum kharaab kar rakhi hai maybe isme meri hi kafi galti hai aisa mujhe lagta hai kyuki maine apne bachman bhut aise kaam kiya hai ki mai baatay nahi sakta ya mai shayad batana nahi chata kyuki jab vo sari batein samne aati hai to main aone aap ko dipression mai pataaa hoon aisa lagta hai mai kyu aaya iss dubiya mai in logo k bich msi psts nshi kyu ve sab l;og kaise jhel rahe hai mujhe bachpan se like phle mai bachman mai chori karta tha school mai jaise sab bache kisi kisis ka samann le aate the vaise nahi alag intension se like mai lata hi cheze chori ki usse ki ab ye mera hai but vo bhi pakda gaya kyuki tab mai bhut chota tha aur class teacher ne parents ko bulay7a tha fir maine 6 class mai ghar par apni gullak mai se chori kari aur fir mai dubara pakda gaya bhut poaise udaye tab to aur sab aise hi bekar mai dosto ko udhaar bhi diya chizzi khani hoti thi kyuki muijhe tab but idk kyun ,kyu mujhe itni attention chaye hioti thui apne parents ki jo vomujhe aaj tak nahi depaye na mai kama paa bhut sari cheeze badli aur mai ek baar phir apne ghar par pakda gaya then mai aur bada hua mqai bhut darr gaya tab 6 clss k accident k baad lekin mai fir bhi nahi ruka mujhe yaad hai jab bhi mera mann lalchata kisi cheez ko dekh kar to mai ya to usko chori kar lata yaa fir ghar se paise chori karlata kyuki9 mera baap itne sawal puchta tha ksisi bhi cheez ko lekar mai pakk jata tha like mai ksisi k samne bhi itna stud ban sakta tha jaisa koi nahi kisi k samne bhut attitude se but in front of my father i was luike a liitle cat who only does meow meow pata nahi kyu mujhe shuuru se hi itnqa dara kar rakha aur ye yaha khat6am nahi hua tyha mai nahi ruka kyuki mera baap mera parivaar nahi ruka mai sabse badi galti manta hoon ki mai apne parents ka 3 son hoon like a very huge genration gap he can never understand what i want and i also admitted that i can not understand what they want because jab bhi aisa lagta hai ki ab mai unke karib aa sakta hhoon ya karib aane laga hoon tabhi unhone mujhe apne se laat maar k duur kar diya pata nahi ki ye kabhi sahi hoga ya nahi but mai ab sari hope kho chuka hoon ki hamare bich mai kabhi kuch theek bhi ho sakta hai ya nahi .

fir jab mai aur bada hua to shayad mere parivaar ko meri galat sangti lagne lagi mere dosto mai mai kaise battau ki mere 10 ka batch is the mopst wonderful batch in my life till but they can nopt understand thid too idk why actually meri chachi bhut negative rehti hai in sab chizo mai har cheez mai ve bas negative scene hi dekhti hai aur bas pata nahi kyu mujhe uye lagta hai ki vo hamesha mujhe iche rakhna chahti hai thats  why i hate her first in ,y faimly areey7 she even says bad words for my grand father koi itna bura kaise ho sakta hai are tumahre baap saman hai vo0 bhi tu pagal hai ,,, fir jab mai aur bada hua to 12 mai boards ka itna pressure hal;aki mai itna le nahi raha tha but denen vale bhut the 

ab wsamjh nahi aa raha tha kya kiya jaye like aage ki padhayi vagerah ka bhi to sochna tha na uopar se mujhe klafi galat aadat pad chuki thi like smoke tobacco but chalo mai usse bhi bahar aagaya tha haha ghar par pakda gaya tha na isilitye fir ,

jaba mai aur bada hua to maine apne chacha kandle vale k ghar chori karo pure 15000 ki kyuki uss time mujhe phoe ki cringe tadapp thi sopcha tha chhupa k lejaaunga aur gyhar par chal;a lunga maione phonr kharidlitya unn paiso ka fir mi vaha bhi pakda gaya kyuki meri bua nai mere bag ki cheking kari aur usme se phone aur bill mil gaya tha unhe sab rone lage aur pareshaan hogaye mai khud nahi samjh paa raha tha kya karu , kya na karu but ab jom ho gaya so hoga fir mai ghar vaopas aay7 ato mere ko apne mummy paap ko ye sab batane ki ghimmat nahi hua fir kya hua maine ek paper par likh kar dedya sab ki mai kya karke kandhla mai ve dono rone lage aur aglr din mujhe ek opandat k pass legaye aur usne mere hath mai ek ring daal di snake ki pata ni kyu kya hua kyu ho raha tha sab samjh k bahaar tha mai totally dippressed ho chuka hhoon ab aur upar se lockdown kahin bahar aane jane ka mann bhi nahi karta ghar mai pade pade UR DIPPRESED NA HOJAU IS BAAT KA DAR5 LAGA REHTA HAI BAS .

HOPE MAI JALDI THEK HOJAU AUR ISS DIPPRESSON SE BAHAR AAU .

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